words / Letter # 23 The last person you kissed -Robbie

by shelbyisrad

A little bit ago I wrote a blog post about feeling like I’ve run out of words.

I still have that same feeling, I have started and not finished 2 blog posts already today just because I got so frustrated because I wasn’t sure what I was trying or wanting to say.

I am a week away from finishing my 30 day letter challenge, but it may take me more than a week with my lack of words, since it has already taken me more than 23 days to do this. But here is letter 23,

My Dearest Robbie,

I cannot believe that I have known you for 5, almost 6 years now. I also cannot fathom that I spent so many of those years merely as your friend, the past 8 and a half months have been a whirlwind, I have suffered so many hardships and I am so so very grateful that you were there to hold me in my tears and t0 turns those tears into smiles.

I don’t know if I’ve told you enough, but I love you, I know sometimes I am feisty and not always the kindest with what I say to you, but I am thankful that you accept me in my worst moments and love me past them. Your smile lights up my life and your cheesiness while making me want to barf sometimes also brings me great happiness.

You’re an incredible guy, and even if you feel like you don’t have your life figured out thats okay, you’re still young and you can pursue all the dreams you have, and if you put your heart in it you will excel in all of those dreams and I hope I am by your side to watch you soar.

Keep dreaming

Love always,

Shelby