Can I confess something to y’all?
Okay, here goes…
I am a jealous person.
I said it, I admitted it to myself.
and I have no freaking clue when I became such a jealous person.
Maybe its because I truly care about my boy and I am worried some stupid girl is going to take him away. (which is dumb because I know he’s not going to leave me for some stupid girl)
Maybe (and very probable) I am kind of insecure.
and I hate it, I don’t like being the jealous girl.
But when I see a cutesy text/comment and my stomach aches and my heart sinks because I’m jealous, i don’t know I just freak.
I don’t often have a physical reaction to my emotions, but when I do it shakes me.
and I don’t really understand it at all, I’ve never struggled with jealousy and I’m not used to it.
and I don’t know how to deal with it either.
I’m very very confused.
And I’m currently second-guessing if I should even blog this.
Because the boy and I have already talked about it and everything is okay with us.
I just don’t know how to deal with my random spurts of jealousy!
What are your thoughts?